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I smiled at him, turned towards the machine and opened my bag to take out my wallet, which held my card. I suddenly felt quite vulnerable but I need not have worried as they got into their car and in a few seconds, they drove away with the same speed as they had arrived. I put the card in the machine, continued with the process of getting my money and was waiting for my receipt when a woman approached and stood waiting for me to finish. I took my receipt and put it into my wallet and then put my wallet in my bag and smiled at her as I walked past her and back towards the car.

I did not know whether she was watching me so I was careful to try to walk in as feminine a manner as possible. Once back at the car I opened the door and got in. I then asked my wife how I had walked and if I had looked and acted in a feminine way. She said that I had been all right but a little stiff. I needed to relax more let my walk flow naturally. With that, she started the car and we drove out of the car park.

We drove around for quite a while looking for somewhere where I felt I could get out of the car and walk about without attracting too much attention. As I have said, previously, I want to get out and walk about but I lack confidence in my ability to pass.

Eventually we stopped at the end of a row of shops in a local town and I got out and walked along looking at the shops while my wife stayed in the car. It was now quite late, although not late enough for the local public houses to be closing, and the wind had begun to blow a little stronger.

I strolled along looking in the shop windows and catching an occasional reflected glimpse of myself in a darkened window. Once at the end of the row of shops I crossed the road and turned to walk back towards the car. As I did so, it began to rain in the wind and became noticeably cooler and as I was wearing a thin top under my jacket, I began to feel quite cool as I made my way back to the car against the wind. However, I did enjoy the feeling of the wind and rain on my neck and legs. I was also worried that my wig might blow off but had enough presence of mind not to hold it on as I passed a couple walking in the opposite direction.

I reached the car without incident and we then made our way home
Excursion 1

Once again having had the opportunity to dress during the day I suggested to my wife that we go for a drive in the evening. We locked the house and I managed to get to the car without feeling that I had exposed myself to the neighbours and set off.

As on many of these occasions, we drove around for quite some time. Everywhere seemed to be busy and I was quickly losing my nerve and although I wanted to get out of the car I could not pluck up courage. Eventually we resorted to the usual ploy of visiting an ATM. My wife parked the car a little way from the machine in the middle of a large supermarket car park and I opened the door and got out.

The night was quite warm but a wind had risen since we had left home so I quite relished the walk to the machine with the wind blowing my skirt against my legs. As I approached the machine, a car came screaming through the car park and passed between my intended destination and me. It pulled up right at the machine and two young men got out of it and went to the ATM. I hesitated for a moment but then continued towards the machine.

As I approached, the two men were punching in the numbers and waiting for their money. They hardly gave me a second glance but as I stood there waiting for them to finish they noticed me and told me that they would not be long. I managed to squeak out a reply as they took their money out of the machine and went back to their car. As they did so I noticed that, they gave me quite a long look and one of them said something to the other as they got to the car. He stopped as he opened the door and looked back at me.
Excursion 2

Just for once, we managed to get out of the house while it was still light and made our way to a nearby town. As it was early evening, we parked and on this occasion, my wife decided that she would accompany me as we set off for a walk around the town centre looking at the shops.

We set off across the car park and I had my first crisis of confidence when we had to negotiate a narrow alleyway, which had a number of people passing along it. We walked slowly and I managed to look up, rather than down and managed to make eye contact with a number of people, which I had, read somewhere is a female trait. We passed through without incident and as far as I know no second glances.

Once through the alleyway we were onto the main street and we walked along looking in the shop windows. The street was quite busy and my confidence soared, as no one seemed to give me a second glance. We continued walking and looking in the shops, gradually making a circular tour of the town centre as the daylight began to fade and the streetlights began to come on. Just for once, I was out enfemme and not just visiting an ATM and I was enjoying myself.
We neared the alleyway back to the car park when a man came out of it and approached us. He was obviously begging as he asked if we had enough money for him to buy a cup of coffee. Thankfully, my wife answered him saying that we had no change. I do not know what I would have done if I had been on my own which once again sapped my confidence. He muttered something about us being stuck up but soon wandered off trying to gain money from others who were following us. We made for the alleyway, soon reached the car and made our way home.

I had thoroughly enjoyed myself for the most part and would have liked to continue for a bit longer than we did. The unfortunate thing was that all we did was look in shop windows it would have been nice to have the courage and the confidence to enter at least one of the ones, which had been open or even visit a café for a coffee or something. My wife still is not too happy about going this far and I must admit that I lack confidence in this respect.
Excursion 3

The majority of my forays into the real world tend to turn into a quick trip to an ATM followed by a long drive around the area until I build up enough confidence to get out of the car and go for a walk. Usually I end up walking along some street or other inappropriately dressed where I feel that I stand out like a sore thumb.

This excursion began the same way with a visit to the local supermarket that has an ATM. Once again, my wife parked the car some way from the outlet, which meant that I had to walk across the car park, in between the cars, and cross the main entrance road to reach the machine. The car park was wet because it had recently been raining and there were a number of puddles, which I had to avoid. Unlike previous excursions, I was wearing a long skirt, which, although it had a slit up the back, restricted my stride so that I had to almost dance around the puddles to stop me getting my high-heeled feet wet. However, I did enjoy the way the skirt lining rubbed against my nyloned legs as I moved.

Enjoying myself, I made my way across the car park and waited for some time to cross the busy entrance road. When a gap came, I set off but a car suddenly appeared when I was part way across and I had to move quite quickly to get across the road before it reached me. It was only when I returned to our car that my wife said that when I moved across the road I had actually trotted but I had held my hands and arms in a feminine manner.    
There was queue at the cash machine, which I joined, and having collected the money and the receipt, I turned to cross the busy road again. As a man, I have used the car park a number of times but have never really had a problem crossing the road. Now, as a woman, the gaps in the traffic never seemed to be large enough to allow me to cross the road between the cars so I walked along the front of the supermarket until I reached a crossing and used that to cross the road safely. I then renegotiated the route across the car park to our car and rejoined my wife.

We set off for a drive and to find some new place where I could get out and walk for a while. This turned out to be a village street where I felt I could walk without attracting too much attention.

My wife stopped the car and I got out, adjusted my skirt and clothing, put my bag on my shoulder and set off down the street. There were a few people about and I was a little worried that a woman alone walking down the street might attract attention but nothing happened and I passed a few people, and a few passed me, with hardly a glance. Occasionally I would look round behind me to be reassured by the sight of our car moving up the street some distance behind me and then stopping.

I carried on along the street eventually reaching the centre of the village, which has three public houses very close together. There was a lot of noise coming from them and a few people coming and going but none of them seemed to take too much notice of me as I strolled on. I carried on along the street passing a garage forecourt and a fish and chip shop until I eventually began walking along the pavement in a residential area. I was enjoying myself and carried on along the road in the direction I had started.

In the North of England, where I live, many of the villages are linear and have long main streets which often run into the next village and this was the case here. After passing one field, I walked on past more houses and reached the centre of the next village. I continued on, occasionally checking that my wife was still following, until I had walked through this village and reached open fields where the footpath ended.

I was not really dressed to continue along the country road without attracting attention so I turned and waited for my wife to reach me. It turned out that I was standing at a bus stop and as I did so, a bus came along the road and pulled up. Two women with shopping bags got off the bus and the driver waited for me to get on. I managed to indicate that I did not want the bus. He said loudly that women needed to make up their minds, closed the doors and drove off. My wife then came up in the car and I got into it.

When I looked back on the walk I had just made I was surprised to find that I had walked almost three miles. It really did not feel as far as that. I had enjoyed the walk. I had not felt threatened and amazingly, enough my feet did not hurt and I did not ache on the day afterwards. Perhaps it would have been better if my wife had walked with me as a single female always looks out of place, especially in a village in the evening.